So I haven't posted in a few weeks. Did I fall off the wagon? Don't worry... Not for 2 or 3 weeks. I did for the past week, I won't lie. I asked my hubby if he looked at my blog at all. He told me know. Honestly, he was the one who set it up for me, and while it took me awhile to get going with it, I actually was looking forward to my posts. I thought it was one more way for him to understand who I am. Silly me!
I feel as though I have no support. It is expected that I just be disciplined and love to work out and never have a sweet tooth. I can't snap my fingers and just make this happen. Ok so we've been married for 5 years. I am not making excuses for my lack of desire for the treadmill or the kettlebell, but it will never be what I desire to do.
I desire to see life. To move past petty little arguments and know more of what is out there for me, for my spouse, and for my son. What does it mean to live? Well I guess that I am on that journey right now! Finding that answer is a part of living a healthy lifestyle.
Don't worry... I am back on track now. After a very carb-filled dinner last night I realized I was not enjoying my week of over indulgence and under workouts. This morning I ran for 30 minutes (at varying speeds), did some very light weights, then an hour of yoga. It was very enjoyable...
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